honeymustard and faith

Last night, during a meeting of fellow Christians, I learned something about my faith that I had not admitted to myself in a long time - there are times when I am a whitewashed tomb. I put on a facade and convince myself of my closeness to Christ that isn't really there. A relationship consists of two people investing. My relationship with Joshua is slowly teaching me that I have trouble investing. So, in order to begin practicing investing in him and showing him I love him very much, I am going to head over to Panino and buy us both a turkey, brie, basil, and honeymustard sandwich on ciabatta, and take it to him to enjoy.